I'm sad that I'm not happier to be home, because I feel like I should be happier to be here, or at least, not upset about being back. I hope it will get better over the next few days, when more people I know will be coming back, and I'll be able to get out of the house. I'm sad that I've been home for only 24 hours and I am already looking forward to getting away. I don't understand, but I guess that really isn't anything new. I really need to find something to do this summer though -- I can't imagine being stuck here. I should have been on that much earlier. Oops.
But the good news is I have lots to look forward to when I get back from Spring Break: new classes, sunshine, all the amazing people I miss already...
It will be good, and for that I am glad. Or at least, for that I will try to be glad when my stomach stops feeling so heavy, when my head stops hurting. That sounded really stupid. I'm sorry. New idea.
Actually, I think I am going to stop writing now. I'll try and write again when I can produce something more cohesive than this, which might as well be a bunch of Twitter entries mashed together. Oh well.
I guess I will do what I always do, and just curl up on my bed with a book, or a notebook and a pencil, or a black stare at the ceiling. I hate that that is what I always do. Once again, I'm so original.
OK. I have probably wasted too much of your time already. I will try and write again when I won't produce any more of this mess.
Peace.
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